When people ask why I didn’t take a picture of Liam, I tell them that I don’t want to be reminded of how he struggled for his life at the NICU and what he looked like with all the machines connected to him. And I certainly don’t want to take a picture of him after he died.
So the only “pictures” that I have of him are these ultrasound scans that were taken when he was still inside me. At least in these photos, he was well and alive.
Liam @ 5 Weeks
Liam @ 7 weeks
Liam @ 13 weeks
Liam @ 22 weeks
These are the only visual proof I have that show that for 39 weeks, however short that may seem, I became a mother. I miss you so much Baby Liam.
2 Responses to “The Angel Inside Me”
Eka
3 weeks ago
I am really sorry for your loss, Sis. Today’s my 7th-day since my 8-week-baby pronounced dead inside me. I was looking for poem to help me pouring out my pain and grief which bottled inside. You are remembered in my prayers.
Eka
Sheng
2 weeks ago
Thank you Eka. You are in my prayers as well.